Random Forever

I am consistent on becoming a freak towards you. There is a tendency that I might do  all means just to have you. I don't want to flirt or seduce you but my bitchy mind tells me to do it. It freaks me out to choose you. It feels uneasy and weird. My body seems wanting you. My minds can't stop thinking of you. You are fully in my system, I want this weird feeling to go away. I feel bad sometimes yet I still consider liking you.