Why did I let you?

You have your own mind. You have to decide on your own. I don't want to be dominating because I don't have the right to be. I want you to come with me but I was hesitant. You are on my system already. I can't stop my feelings for you anymore. I supposed to be a friend to you but I am afraid I feel more than that.

My Answered Prayer

I was exhausted last night. I was devastated this morning. I had heavy loads inside me. I didn't want to talk to you. It was surprising how you made me feel almost recovered. You had your simple yet sweet ways of calming my raged heart. However, I am still skeptical about your ways toward me. I'm still at a lost of your sudden change.

I'm Back!!!

Hey! Old me how are you? Are you awake?? Are you done with your stupidity?  Do you seriously thought it will last for long? Are the words in this blog make sense to the one who can read this. Probably none of these make sense because I AM THE SENSELESS ONE after all. I am desperate to be happy!! So desperate to escape! So desperately in need!!! IN NEED OF HAPPINESS!!  Look at you now!! You put your self too high again now you are feeling the same old brand new PAIN!!! DESPERATE FREAK!!!

Why so Sudden

You made me feel in a cloud nine. You made me smile from the moment I woke up to the my most sweetest goodnight. Why? Have I done something wrong? I thought we're clear with what we have? I thought we can be friends? I know there is something behind it but I also know that we are aware that it  won't go to far. WHY? Why do you have to change abruptly??? I NEED AN EXPLANATION!!!!